[door rattles]
wind trying
to get in
because we didn’t today
we should eat tomorrow
douse rosewater
while the song death plays its round
all of the embarrassing
ways the world has
ground you down
in the shape of today
how planets are made
in generations of impact and abrasion
all of the ways you stand
sharpened
vibrating particle sonata
a shape you walk through
the tenor
I wish you’d knock my teeth out
I’d like to be unrecognizable
that’s called a performance
[eat]
the out of season fruit
a favored vitamin
before I disappear
into the unsteady
ground and
cold air sharp
on the lungs
the floor is definitely gray
in passing some
all thresh and bark
to be sure
they are
in the
mundane
concrete
brutalist
take my bones
they are all ephemerals
I want to
crawl through
the ecosystem
until I
feel ancient
Robert Balun teaches creative writing and composition at The City College of New York. His poems have recently appeared in Apogee, Bodega, Cosmonauts Avenue, and others. He completed his MFA at CCNY in 2014.